Penmachine.com: words music comment since 1997 from Derek K. Miller, a writer, editor, web guy, drummer, photographer, blogger, and dad in Vancouver, Canada. Here it is. I'm dead, and this is my last post to my blog. In advance, I asked that once my body finally shut down from the punishments of my cancer, then my family and friends publish this prepared message I wrote—the first part of the proce